Sunday 26 May 2013

Episode CXX - Bittersweet Nothings

For a moment it was almost too bright for Siren to keep her eyes open, then the whiteness began to fade, revealing a room hewn out of bare rock which was surprisingly dark, but there was no time to take in details.  Immediately Siren scanned the room to take in all who were there.  Ellis still held her hand, though he dropped it when she glanced at him.  Gulliver and Rockspark were there.  Miss Barkcastle lay on the floor, still wounded and the Former Baron was leaning over her, but he was staring at Siren and more importantly, at the figures standing behind her.

There were no more Spectres, no more Knights and this deep underground would be tough even for the tentacles of Lakhma to reach.  What there was, however, was one tall, golden-haired Fallen, his skin glowing gently, a handsome pirate and a pale little girl who looked like she had seen better times, but then, who hadn't?  All three looked worried.

"Miss Barkcastle has been injured," Siren said, turning to face the Fallen, "can you heal her?"

"With the Ember I can do pretty much anything," he replied calmly, holding out his hand.

Siren took the bright orange gemstone she still clasped in her pocket and handed it over, then watched as the Fallen knelt down beside Miss Barkcastle, touched her wounded chest and her broken limbs and, one by one, made them whole again.

"What happened?" Harker asked, stepping forward, "I thought we'd agreed to rely on Ember only in the most dire emergency!"

"I'm afraid that is what happened.  We were trapped with no escape and, if I hadn't called him, Miss Barkcastle would have died.  I doubt we'd have lasted much longer."


"She's lookin' better already," Gulliver said, coming over to join her and his brother.  The two stared at each other in sullen silence for a moment before Harker returned his gaze to Siren.

"Annabella's been behaving even more oddly than usual today," he said softly.  "I wondered... I wondered if it was something to do with what's been going on upstairs."

Siren nodded.  They had worked out the truth of who Annabella really was over the three months they had had her, first as captive spy, then as unlikely companion and, since the moment everything started to go wrong, she had been keeping an extra close eye on the girl, looking for anything that might help her with Ellis.  Having seen how he had been post-tentacular apocalypse, she could only wonder more.  But now was not the time.

The Fallen stood, bringing a suddenly revitalised Miss Barkcastle up with him.

"Thank you, Broken-Hope," Franck said, his voice actually catching, "I..." he didn't seem to be able to continue.

"Yes, thank you," Miss Barkcastle added.

"It was not a problem," the Fallen replied, "but I am no longer Broken-Hope, not since Irfan restored me with the Ember during the arrival.  His efforts, and yours, have rekindled something I thought I had lost forever, so I took a new name from this gemstone."  He held the Ember out before him.  "We are joined now, the stone and I, but it seemed that I may dare to hope once more."

"Very glad to hear it," Franck replied, regaining his composure somewhat.

"How much longer do we have, Ember?" Siren asked, her voice cutting over all the little confused conversations that seemed to be going on around them.

"About half an hour, no more, certainly."

"Then we had better start clearing everything up and taking what we can."  She turned back to Harker, "do we have a back-up plan?"

"The crew have been searching for an alternative hiding place for a few days, scouring the catacombs beneath the city.  Some of them have never returned,” he added darkly, “but of those that have, one place they visited sounds promising.  It’s an old Vampire crypt just a few miles away."

“Are you sure it’s empty?” Franck asked.

“As sure as we can be,” Harker replied, though the irony in his tone suggested that he thought it was a ridiculous question in the first place.  Everyone knew that all the Vampires had died out centuries ago.

“It will have to do,” Siren decided.  She scanned the room and took in her once again diminished crew and all the supplies and materials they had taken, been given or had acquired through less legal means on their journey from Shadedstreams.  There was a lot to do, but she was sure that Franck and her other companions would help where they could.

Then she saw Ellis, staring off towards a wall.  He seemed to have lost whatever alertness he had gained on the run from the Spectres and that worried her.  A lump started to form in the back of her throat.

She took a deep breath and swallowed, then turned back to Harker.  “Can you take charge of things here for a moment?” she asked, “There’s something I need to see too first.”

Harker glanced in Ellis’ direction and his expression darkened, but there was no sign of that when he turned back to face his captain and replied, “sure!”

“Thanks,” she said, then turned aside and made her way towards Ellis.

Ellis Graves.  The Boy from the Other World.  Only none of that was true.  They had discovered that quite by accident when Ellis had fallen ill, just after the night when they had shared a kiss on the landing of 7 Tentacle Lane.  She had been confused after that, unsure what she felt, and Doctor Gristfinkel’s revelation that Ellis was really a construct had been almost too much to bear, especially when Ellis showed no sign of knowing the truth himself.

Then had come her weeks at sea, commanding the Ebon Crest with Harker at her side as they hunted the elusive Mr. Marveille and his submersible.  She and Harker had been together once and it was true that there was still a part of her that found him very attractive.  Why wouldn’t she?  He was beautiful and adventurous and everything a pirate girl could want in a man.  But distance and the sea air helped to bring clarity and she realised that she missed Ellis more than anything else on dry land.  Harker might have been handsome and suave, but he didn’t have any of the sweet innocence she liked most about Ellis.

When Siren had been captured in Fracture and Doctor Barkham had confirmed her suspicions that she had created Ellis as part of her plan to recreate the Breakthrough and take control of Earth it had actually helped to make things clearer.  Ellis might have been created for malign purposes, but he showed none of that in how he responded to the world, nor in his motivations for his actions.  He really was innocent.  After that she had been more keen than ever to get back to him.

And now here he was, only it was as if he wasn’t there at all.  It had to have something to do with his construct nature, or with Lakhma’s return, but before she dealt with the Philosophy of it all – and for that she would surely need to seek Franck’s help – she needed to speak to him.

“Ellis?” she asked, taking a step closer, “Ellis can you hear me?”

He glanced her way for a moment, his eyes  piercing hers with a glimmer of intelligence, before they seemed to slide off her and look at the point where the floor met the wall.  He was thinner than she remembered and paler too.  He no longer wore the medallion that had been sustaining him after his illness.  Franck had given that to Broken-Hope before he had left for Shadedstreams and now it lay in a crate somewhere.

I need to find that, she thought, it might bring him back a little. There was no time now, however, so she tried talking again.

“Ellis, I don’t know what’s wrong with you, but I want you to know something…”

He looked at her suddenly, his gaze focused.

“Yes,” she said, “look at me, listen to me, because what I have to tell you… it’s really important.”

He didn’t respond, didn’t nod or flinch, didn’t so much as blink, but she felt that he must have been listening to her.  His gaze felt so very intense.

“I’ve learnt a lot about who you really are since we first met in my mother’s kitchen all those weeks and months ago.  I don’t know how much you’ve learnt about me, or even about yourself, in the same amount of time, but, whatever you know, or understand right now I need to tell you this: I don’t care what you are, Ellis, only who you are and that you are special to me and that I have missed you oh so much more than you would probably have imagined.”

She felt a tear begin to form in her eye and quickly wiped it away before continuing.

“We’re going to get through all this.  The Noble Society, Lakhma, the end of the world: none of that matters in the long run, because we’ll see it through, and we’ll see you feeling better again and then… and then maybe we can continue where we left off on that landing, okay?”  She smiled and felt the tears landing on her cheeks now, too late to be stopped.  She leaned in and kissed him on the forehead.  Her lips only touched him for a moment and then he was turning away to glance at the wall once more, no sign of his comprehending any of it.


“I just needed to tell you that,” she said in a whisper, as if to justify herself, then she took a step back and looked for a  job to do.

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