Sunday 29 June 2014

Episode CLXV - Introspections, Part I


There were four of them in total, slithering, slavering monstrosities both like, and unlike, those that had attacked them on Lake Nightglass, and they came at him all at once, waving barbed tentacles like whips, snapping with too many mouths, spitting lumpy gobs of some viscous fluid that hissed as it touched the sand.

And Ellis evaded all of it.  It was easy, somehow.  He simply danced - though he had never really been a good dancer  - weaving in and out of the creatures' attacks as naturally as once might weave in and out of a reel.  And as he passed, his sword did the rest of the work, slicing and stabbing, severing tentacles until they were just so much oozing, flopping meat on the sizzling sand.  And still they came, undeterred by the violence he perpetrated upon them, and so he persisted also until, mere minutes later, he was done and they were dead.

Woah! he thought, glancing down at the remains of his butchery, How the hell did I do that?

There was no time to ponder such things, however, as he head a shout coming from the other doorway to the arena.  He spun on the balls of his feet, felt the sand shift beneath them and fell with a thud, his face reddening even though there was no audience.

Pride comes before a...  But it wasn't pride it was more like...

The shout came again and Ellis scrambled to his feet, managing to keep them this time as he dashed for the door and into the darkness beyond.


Miss Barkcastle and Lord Blood Dragon had somehow ended up in the same chamber after their mysterious transition into the obelisk.  However long the period of unconsciousness which this produced actually was, it seemed to affect the vampire more than it had the elderly engineer and so he roused to see her leaning over him, as if checking he were still undead.

"Ah, you're awake," she said as his eyes flicked open with unnatural swiftness.

"It would theem tho," he said, rising gracefully to his feet, so that, suddenly, their positions were reversed and it was he who was peering down at her.  "But why wath I not before,” he asked wearily, “and where are we now?"

"We experienced some sort of Trans-aetherick shift, I think.  Franck would know, mostly likely.  Anyway, it seems to have been sharp enough a shift as to cause us to black out for a time.  I do not know how long."

"Then the plan could be a failure alweady!”

"It could be, but let's try to be optimistic."

"Yeth, of courthe…" he replied uncertainly.  The whole journey was starting to become quite tiresome and now, after the chaos and destruction of Shalereef, he was beginning to think he might be too old for this sort of thing.  Miss. Barkcastle’s youthful (in comparison) enthusiasm only seemed to make it more plain.

But what did it matter?  He was most definitely in the midst of it all now and had little choice in how to proceed.  Lakhma had to be stopped, he knew that as well as the next man, but… he hadn’t realised just how much energy it would take…

Staring around the chamber they had found themselves in, he recognised the glowing stones from the obelisk control rooms they had already visited, but, even as Ellis was doing the same thing, he found nothing in them to give any clue as to what they should do next.

"How long have you been awake?" he asked at last, supressing a sigh.

"Not much longer than you.  I haven't had a chance to explore and... besides... I didn't want to get separated.  I have no idea where the others are."

The vampire sighed for definite this time.  It seemed that there were a number of exits from the room they were in and he had no idea whether any of them was better than any other for getting them where they needed to be.  For just a moment he found himself pining for his vast, empty fortress beneath the city.

"Well," he said after a moment's pause, "I thuggetht we jutht pick a diwecthon and thtick to it."

"That sounds like a plan to me," Miss Barkcastle agreed.

"If you thee anything that might help uth find where we need to go..."

"I'll shout out," she replied.

"Yeth, yeth, well, let'th go then."

He strode towards a door, confident in nothing and yet an unnaturally long life of nobility had shaped him to fake it.  He didn’t even pause as he stepped through into-

"Oh blood and bile," he exclaimed.

"What is it?"

Miss. Barkcastle followed through the doorway behind him and stepped out onto the top of a stairway, but it was not the stairway itself that had so irritated the vampire, but it's many, many siblings, travelling in all directions above and below them, often at impossible angles, defying gravity, with no easy way to untangle the routes.  It gave him a headache just looking at them.

"Well that was unexpected," Miss. Barkcastle commented more calmly than Blood Dragon felt appropriate.

"Indeed!  But what do we do now?" He asked.

"It seems there's only one thing we can do," the old woman replied, still as calm as if she were sitting at a table drinking tea, "we take the stairs down."

"But down to what?" the vampire enquired, "Ithn't thith where we need Ember?"

"Then I suppose we'll have to find him, won't we?"

"I thuppothe tho,” he said and sighed once more.


Gulliver found himself in a similar predicament, only entirely on his own.  He too had woken in a nondescript chamber and stepped out to discover a maze of impossible steps.  His first reaction had been somewhat different, however.

He had stared at those mad stairways, stretching off in all directions and leading into none, or so it seemed, he had felt something give inside himself.  His shoulders had slumped, his legs had felt weak and, before he could tumble down the steps in front of him, he had taken a seat at the top, then merely stared out into the unknown.

This has been the worst day ever, he thought, and for once he didn't feel even slightly guilty for saying so.  He knew he could be a bit melodramatic, that his pessimism wasn't always warranted.  He knew that it was mostly self-indulgent and thus, he knew, he had been able to get through.  It had helped him cope with those times which were a little difficult, though, perhaps, it had sometimes created difficulties of its own.  Now, however, he knew he really was at rock bottom, or pretty close to it.  He'd been able to keep himself going when he'd been around the others, for he knew they would support him but... why should they?

I could just stay here and no one would really mind, he thought.  I could stay here and mourn Harker and the world would carry on.  There are so many others who are working to save it and today has just been too much.  It's time to give up.

And yet...

And yet none of that was what Harker would have done.  Gulliver understood, now, that Harker had only been trying his best, and his best for both of them - that despite GUlliver's own morose attitude, his inclination to be opposed to all his beautiful brother achieved, Harker had loved him and had wanted the best for him.  And if it had been the other way, if it had been Gulliver Blake who had died in that trap, what then?

Harker would have fought on, his grief would have become fuel for action, because he'd want to make sure that Gulliver's death, meaningless and brutal though it had seemed, was part of something worthwhile.

And that's what I 'ave to do, Gulliver realised, even though all I want to do is curl up and forget about the world.... if I do that, then what was all this for?  Why lose 'Arker?  Why any of it?

He wiped his eyes - having only just realised he was crying, and staggered to his feet.  Before him the stairway stretched down towards who knew what, and Gulliver took the first step, then the second and after that there was no stopping him.


Gulliver certainly wasn't the only lost soul within the maze of the obelisk.  Rockspark - solid, dependable, taciturn Rockspark - was having a crisis of faith as he wandered, totally without bearings, through an endless succession of short corridors.  He rarely spoke about such things, not least because he rarely spoke at all, but his primary motivation for most of his life had been the service of the Feathers, the four supernatural beings which the Stoneskin race venerated as those through which the world was created and who founded their ancient lineage.  Blackfeather, Ashfeather, Frostfeather and Purefeather, a monochromatic spectrum from dark to light, from one order to another through the chaos of nature.  They had once loomed large over history, now forgotten to all but the faithful and otherwise remembered only in the names of the regions where once their temples stood before the erosion of time or the ruin of conquest.  Now all but one of those districts stood empty and the world was falling into chaos.

With Lakhma ruling from above and allies dying down below, Rockspark was finding that, for the first time in his life, he no longer believed.  Afterall, if they were real, then how could they have let all this happen?  If the Feathers had ever truly existed, he concluded, they were long gone now.

It was a radical shift of his worldview, a mental quake sending cracks through his personality and, though none of this had shown on the outside, he was falling apart.  A black pall of despair was descending on him.  If nothing he had believed all his life were true, then what could he put his faith in?  What hope was there?  It was enough to make him question his very mission.  Without the aid of the Feather he had relied on all his life, how could he even continue?

Of course, if there never had been any Feathers then all he had achieved had either been dumb luck, or up to him, a thought which ought to have given him confidence, but all that he had faced in the past: the petty troubles of his tribe, the intrigues of his time spent in the sheltered streets of Howlinggale, the rebellion against the First Reader of the Silent Elect in Crimsonshrine - none of it matched up to the madness of what he was doing right now.

Oh, Feathers, he prayed silently, I no longer believe you're there, but... but I so want to! I need you to be real... I...

There were no words for the emotions he felt - the desperate, incomparable hunger for this supernatural reality so he carried along through the maze of corridors in tormented silence, hoping for company or consolation and finding neither.


His mental state was mirrored, reflected even - equal and opposite - by Sarah's, who, at that very moment, was fighting her way through hordes of Lakhmaspawn, much as Ellis had been doing, only amplified tenfold.

She was not in an arena, but in the streets of something resembling a city, made of the same  dark stone with its glowing veins and devoid of any detail, merely streets and the city blocks between them, no doors, windows, gutters, signs.  It was like it supposed to give the impression of a city and nothing more.  Above, maybe fifty feet clear of the 'rootfops' was a ceiling of yet more veined stone, creating a vast chamber for her exertions.

And exertions they were.  She fought like she had never fought before, needing no weapon other than herself.  Her skin glowed with the power of a Slayer and Lakhmaspawn were torn, pulped and broken beneath her hands ere they fell.  They flooded at her from identical bare alleyways, through streets free from cluttering stalls, pedestrians and cabs, over perfectly cuboid houses to spill down onto her from above and pile their corpses in her wake.

It all felt so easy and natural and though in other circumstances the green ichor that stained her hands would have appalled here, here it felt right.  These creatures were truly evil, after all, existing only to serve something that had set itself up as the god of this world, though she now realised she really did know better.

And so an inner glow matched her outer one, and she basked in a sense of purpose and - yes, despite it all - love.  She knew that she was loved and she found that she could love back, even if only a little.

And then the streets were clear and she was alone once more.

Thank you, she prayed silently, eyes closed, for she knew that she had not done it on her own.  She had had help.  It was undeniable, for even the layout of the streets had been to her advantage, forcing the creatures to come at her in streams rather than all at once.  She felt the silence around her and just let it be for a moment, searching through it for the source, for the one who had been with her the whole time, for-

She felt the punch to her stomach like ice and fire and lead all at once, all the worse for being unexpected.  She doubled over and opened her eyes wide with shock and there was a face she had thought she would never see again, one bitter with betrayal, hungry with revenge, distorted with the torment of hypostatick experimentation, pierced by glowing eyes, green like emeralds.


Sarah could only gasp in pain, but she didn't need to say anything at all.  The conversation they were about to have would be much too physical for words and Diana already had all her responses lined up, one blow at a time.

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